A short letter to Dr.X

Dear Dr.X,

Thank you for getting through with the call with me today. I knew it was quite late for you since you didn’t have a continuous sleep the night before. I can hear your agitation in your tone although you kept on with the polite laughs and expressing gratitude as usual. The many times you called within a minute alone showed your agitation, while I was using the loo.

I want to tell you that I am sorry for coercing you into a late night call. I know that I was being inconsiderate of your situation. I only consider about my own convenience and feeling, ignoring the fact that you have feelings too. All in all, I am just a person full of myself.  I shouldn’t have held onto existence for so long. Let me just finish what I’ve promised, then quietly let go. Let go of the nostalgia for the past, the wild imagination of the future, and the pain of the present.

Thank you for all that you’ve done for me.

Yours sincerely,

Amanda