So, I’m trying to not want to die enough to be fun to hang out with tonight, right? And I’m watching videos of suicide survivors trying to find a reason not to kill myself. They start talking about all the things they would have missed out on- their kids, their music, their dog, whatever.
You know what I would have missed out on if I had succeeded in killing myself at 16?
My rape.
It speaks for itself, doesn’t it?
Anyways. I had to get that out of me. Let’s see if I can shut my brain up and not cry long enough to make my friends happy. Hope you all are having a nice evening, browsing a suicide website. Check out Our Flag Means Death if you got the time. It’s a good show.
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Don’t focus on only the negative, I understand it’s easy to focus on the negative. I think I will be dying soon so I’ve been looking back at all of the good foods I’ve eating, all the booze I’ve drank, and the good times I’ve had with friends.
I’m sorry