Replying to this, because it’s the most recent post of you. I’ve read what you said on the other post. And thank you for appreciating me and remembering things I said<3 I often even forget myself, what I was even talking about. Plus I never think, I matter to anyone. I hope we'll have a nice time here together. Kinda down today, that's why I checked in, to feed off of miserableness of others and feel like I belong. My friends don't get it of course. I can talk 3 hours about it, and I'd barely get any response.
Anyways.. cheers! I love clowns.
I understand what you mean. Cheers. <3
I’ll never forget it. Even here, healing is a together thing. I like that you’re a normal person struggling like me, too. It means we aren’t alone.
Power. Humiliity. Humbleness.
It’s like having a family here when no one understands, because you’re normal, I’m normal – we struggle together and heal together as best we can.
But yeah, I’ll never forget that. I used to heavy cry every day. It’s the little things you know
Also, I think it’s a Shriner. If you’re a graphic novel fan, the black and white color code for this would be red on left, and blue on the right, by how the left part of the tile is scribbled with a two on the left. It’s hard to explain. However, I haven’t found a Clown wearing blue, with a star on his forehead. *looks up Shriner, notices the emblem*
Yep. That’s my guess.
Huh well… When I type Shriner Clown (art) then only weird sh*t gets recommended xD
Honestly I didn’t even notice the colors, I just thought it was black & white with a sepia touch, cool how subtle they are!
I think I laid off crying a very long time ago, I do it at movies though. Sometimes I guess I look for one as an excuse to cry.
I’m having a very long day.. I had to stay an hour extra, cause they wanted to talk to me about my capabilities. I feel like they talked a lot but didn’t really listen and understand my boundaries.
Their way for depression etc. is to immediately start doing everything to get a structure, that’s so wrong for me. I can’t sleep, my knee is being a b*tch and it’s as hot as hell. It’s really a make or break thing at this point.
(Sorry for the rant, I didn’t want to do a post about it yet again)
I understand that. Sleeping schedule especially. Hopefully you can meet in the middle with them. Melatonin and Tylenol are my number ones.
Oh, no. I meant that in graphic novels, things like a jagged line could reveal a color if it were there. Not that it’s that cool. Shriners are transphobic/homophobic dinosaurs.
My stepdad was a Shriner way back in the day. So obviously this was a curiosity of mine. I asked him what they did and he said “not much” and similar to “what’s the secret”
I think I understand it now. Just a big secret scavenger hunt and charity work with old school attitudes. x) plus more but…
Still dinosaurs. My stepdad wasn’t homophobic/transphobic though. Took some time, but it worked.
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Replying to this, because it’s the most recent post of you. I’ve read what you said on the other post. And thank you for appreciating me and remembering things I said<3 I often even forget myself, what I was even talking about. Plus I never think, I matter to anyone. I hope we'll have a nice time here together. Kinda down today, that's why I checked in, to feed off of miserableness of others and feel like I belong. My friends don't get it of course. I can talk 3 hours about it, and I'd barely get any response.
Anyways.. cheers! I love clowns.
I understand what you mean. Cheers. <3
I’ll never forget it. Even here, healing is a together thing. I like that you’re a normal person struggling like me, too. It means we aren’t alone.
Power. Humiliity. Humbleness.
It’s like having a family here when no one understands, because you’re normal, I’m normal – we struggle together and heal together as best we can.
But yeah, I’ll never forget that. I used to heavy cry every day. It’s the little things you know
Also, I think it’s a Shriner. If you’re a graphic novel fan, the black and white color code for this would be red on left, and blue on the right, by how the left part of the tile is scribbled with a two on the left. It’s hard to explain. However, I haven’t found a Clown wearing blue, with a star on his forehead. *looks up Shriner, notices the emblem*
Yep. That’s my guess.
Huh well… When I type Shriner Clown (art) then only weird sh*t gets recommended xD
Honestly I didn’t even notice the colors, I just thought it was black & white with a sepia touch, cool how subtle they are!
I think I laid off crying a very long time ago, I do it at movies though. Sometimes I guess I look for one as an excuse to cry.
I’m having a very long day.. I had to stay an hour extra, cause they wanted to talk to me about my capabilities. I feel like they talked a lot but didn’t really listen and understand my boundaries.
Their way for depression etc. is to immediately start doing everything to get a structure, that’s so wrong for me. I can’t sleep, my knee is being a b*tch and it’s as hot as hell. It’s really a make or break thing at this point.
(Sorry for the rant, I didn’t want to do a post about it yet again)
I understand that. Sleeping schedule especially. Hopefully you can meet in the middle with them. Melatonin and Tylenol are my number ones.
Oh, no. I meant that in graphic novels, things like a jagged line could reveal a color if it were there. Not that it’s that cool. Shriners are transphobic/homophobic dinosaurs.
My stepdad was a Shriner way back in the day. So obviously this was a curiosity of mine. I asked him what they did and he said “not much” and similar to “what’s the secret”
I think I understand it now. Just a big secret scavenger hunt and charity work with old school attitudes. x) plus more but…
Still dinosaurs. My stepdad wasn’t homophobic/transphobic though. Took some time, but it worked.
Noticed the blue update button was changed to sepia…. 😛
Be that way I guess xD