why is it so hard now that im older? joining things like random chats dull the loneliness for only a short bit, and im sure its going to be more tough once im back in school.
no one really talks to me nowadays, unless its about art i owe them. ive made up so many characters in my mind, things that make me feel cared for.. but only for a while. im not insane, i know they’re not real. i know they dont care about me. even with calls with my friends, i usually end up just quiet because i dont want to interrupt anyone else talking.
how does someone unloveable like me find any sort of friends? i feel so alone, but is this just temporary? will i actually find friends at school this year? i dont know, but right now it hurts
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One time, I saw this girl and her hair was in a hat, and she was wearing rainbow leggings and also an inky beard. It didn’t make any sense because she looked like she was in disguise because I saw her like two days prior, and she was walkin down the street taking pictures of everything with this artsy camera and her pants caught my attention very quickly and she smiled as we made eye contact. Idk.
It’s my all time favorite pedestrian but I haven’t seen the pants or the girl in a while. Bright rainbow leggins.
The Leggin Legend.
Oh wait a minute, Leggin Legend was I think crying at a bus stop, it seemed they were having an issue. I was running errands that day drivin around.
Wonder where Leggin Legend is, right now.
I used to wear my hair in a hat like Leggin Legend. Tucked in a ski hat. Idk, For me it was sexual assault. My hair changed after that, I’d hide it, dye it red, then platinum, but at first hide it in a hat, something I never used to do . I started hating myself at the same time I started hiding in a hat. It’s weird but tribute to Leggin Legend.
Oh hot damn that was probably drag. God I’m under a rock and shoved in a closet
My adhd be like “SHES ON THE LOOSE”
That’s what I get for listening to americano and watching jonna Mendez every morning
err.. what?
@Furby Those comments under your post are from this troll with no filter, they’re on this site with a different name every other week, just ignore.