I feel not great about living. I kinda fucked up with my partner. Because I was openly expressing my emotional state of “I want to die.” And like I’m like deathly terrified that they’re going to leave, even if it’s unreasonable. My own past life mental health stuff has been fucking with me for awhile now. And my partner is taking time away from social stuff because he doesn’t feel social. And it’s low key eating me up inside cause of a lot of things. And I’ve no bloody idea what to do. At all. So yeah that’s fun. Not really but y’know.