Eveyone are alone …..

See we may think that we have close friends and for the people who are committed in a relationship they will think they have each other at good and hard times  . But the fucking point is everyone are alone inside them . We may portray ourselves as we are happy with no problems. Truth is we all face mental illness and we feel depressed and fucking low . And that time we expect our closed ones to understand this . No one will be there to help us out . Self motivation is gonna stick up with us and will help to move on. I stopped expecting from the people who are close to me. I help them out in their dark times and hardships as of my energy level  . That’s enough i think . I don’t expect it back . I’ve started being misanthropic and i hate everyone around me . I expect to be in a place were I’m comfortable with physical utilities and stuffs i need . I don’t get back the effort i put on in a relationship (friendship) . I stopped put such efforts . Now i don’t worry for anyone and anything and I don’t expect anything from anyone . Which makes me much more relaxed and idc if anyone thinks bad abt me cuz I’m done with everything and everyone.