Seriously speaking I feel I’m unworthy in all aspects . I’m insecure everything about me . Today’s my birthday and I’m diving to the deeper depths of sadness . I don’t know what I have in life …. Just living some void shit …. My existence doesn’t have any meaning. I don’t expect anything from anyone but that’s making me more isolated and depressing. Idk whom to say these thoughts . I don’t want to share to anyone I know . Cuz they will not value or respect my feelings especially the closed ones . The person I love is making me feel like it’s […]
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I'm a misanthropic person. I selflessly loved every people around me. But everyone made me feel they don't deserve that. So now I'm a lost cause in bonds and relationships
I think I have lot of complexities about my body and looks . I feel like I’m not the way I like to be . I really worry thinking of it everyday . I like a person …. but I feel like that person doesn’t deserve me …. I feel like I’m not a perfect match for that person …… I understand we must have self love for ourself and shit . But I feel I’m not beautiful in anyway ….. I don’t know what to do to overcome thissssss. I suffer a lot thinking about this ….. I don’t know what to do seriously […]
Even though we’re not together . I think good for him . But sometimes i feel betrayed and lost in thoughts . This was an imagination of my thoughts where i visit my ex marriage . I can’t get back same time feared of getting int
A fine day. My ex-lover’s wedding ceremony is about to begin.He invited me to it.
Although I was not sure if I should attend, it is a testament to his character and the respect he has for me that he would extend such an invitation.
It also speaks to the strength of the bond we once shared and the memories […]
The thing is eventhough we are not together . I cant some times get over our memories together . I feel like i loved too much . The bond I thought forever is shattered into pieces which cant be fixed back ……
I respect his decision . I think he left for a reason . Let him be whatever he wants to be …..
We cant like hold on to the people …. And i didnt do that or fight back because we must not be in place which is not ours …. I AM A AVERAGE , BROWN GIRL ……… IF THIS WAS THE END WHY […]
It’s a new feeling you taught me
Walking past my phone
Waiting for it to light up
But now I expect everyone to not talk with me and get hurt. At last, even the boy I loved truly left me for his selfishness. Screw up people and big screw up the phones. People around me change me like this ……….. Now I’m a lost cause.
You must just cope with the fact that you have a problem as long as you have a pulse. So fuck up everything and live the moment happily with people or without people.
sowed a seed in a barren heart
nourished it with water and blood
as the time passes by
it started to grow
began to feel on all my sufferings
it gave me reassurance of my every doubt
eventually i realised
it was a parasitic plant
i let it grow, while i decayed .
I can’t quite put it into words but
we were something else.
We burned bright together but
what was even more beautiful was how
we glowed in presence of each other.
I honestly thought we’d go the distance
but the fates conspired and we were
nothing more than ships passing in the night.
And though we never reached the shores
of our dreams together,
We should never meet in another life
There was a tale about a boy and a girl. They were both close friends who became closer over time. She was not interested in love or any type of meaningful relationship since she was not interested in these things. But, that guy was a sweet, compassionate, and overall wonderful person who professed his emotions for her over the phone.
She had no idea what he was up to since she considered him as a friend-zoned individual. Yet her feelings began to grow and she was in a steady and matured state. They began conversing and got to know one another better and better. Their love […]
Let it go. Go ahead. You don’t deserve what’s happening to you but that doesn’t mean you should stop being nice. You can find joy in spreading it to others, and while some may find it fun to bring you down, it slowly destroys their soul. I don’t have anyone to tell my feelings to. Talk with your consciousness. It’s okay, Trust this struggle is part of the process. And trust that as long as you don’t give up and keep pushing forward, no matter how hopeless things seem… you will make it.
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that […]
I get attached easily and I hold on to things tightly so please don’t let my mind want things that I can’t handle dont let my mind trick me into wanting things I don’t need or things that are not good for me, please don’t let my heart miss people who don’t miss me. Don’t let my heart long for the ones who left. Don’t let my heart fall in love with someone who doesn’t want to stay.
I know you’re plan is un, known but until you reveal it to me. PLEASE make it easier. Don’t let me hold on to what I need to […]
I never knew how much you mean to me when we first started talking. Until today I still love you as, much as I did since you came and confronted I felt like I was the happiest. I just want to let you know how much you mean to me and how much I appreciate you. You never failed to make me smile, Things aren’t getting better ever since your behavior changed, I miss you so much. Having random breakdowns with you on my mind wondering if you’re doing fine. I’m sorry, I wasn’t what you wanted, I’m sorry, I wasn’t the best, I’m sorry […]
There comes a phase in our life where neither we can hold feelings nor let them go. We hopelessly love them without any conditions and even knowing they won’t love us back, we still love them holding all the broken pieces of our hearts….. but that doesn’t prove we are weak. Trust that phase …. it will make you stronger.
See we may think that we have close friends and for the people who are committed in a relationship they will think they have each other at good and hard times . But the fucking point is everyone are alone inside them . We may portray ourselves as we are happy with no problems. Truth is we all face mental illness and we feel depressed and fucking low . And that time we expect our closed ones to understand this . No one will be there to help us out . Self motivation is gonna stick up with us and will help to move on. […]
I haven’t met a person who completely understands my feelings and emotions . I have a small circle of friends and i feel like they are my closed ones. But when they itself can’t understand me and juz turn me off ….. I feel fucked up . Why this human creatures know only to hurt people ….. but not to embrace everyone with love and affection . And we can get down for our closed ones but when it is gonna happen continuously its stressing. I cant take it at some point . Why everyone are like this …. Or idk I’m the one doing […]
Behind those beautiful eyes
lies secrets
more deeper and darker
than the mysterious sea.
Behind that alluring smile
lies pain that you cant see.
But sometimes honesty is out of control
And so in the midst of dark,
there illuminates a magnificent soul .
She’s the type of women you will regret not fighting for
After all with a women like her by your side
You will feel as if anything is possible
She has such a strong desire to help you manifest your
visions just as much as her own
She has a burning desire to stay by your side – yes even if you have nothing
You will regret not keeping her
Some women are once in a […]