It’s like I’m experiencing a new one everyday. First it was muscle pains around my neck. Then the next day I woke up hot and with a headache. Now I woke up with a rash all over me. This is hell. It’s bad enough that I’m feeling down about this whole masters thing, but now my body is working against me too? Really. This hurts like a mother fucker. Everything is working against me. My illness, my medication, my mind. It’s like the world wants me to fail. Yet I’m still going today. For no damn reason at all. I’m itching like crazy and my lips feel swollen, but I’m still going. Because I hate myself I guess.
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heyyy : (
i’ve been meaning to write You since some time ago
but never managed it…
i’m doing a masters too & man that thing is damn hard
i feel like it steals all the time in my day
every single day
J Doe could You please tell me what’s happening?
could You please cancel
or at least postpone
that plan
& we just try to talk this through instead?
i know we probably never talked on here before
but i really really don’t want You to go
: (
<3