Soon.

Ive been in pain for as long as i can remember. Not just mentally or emotionally, but physically in pain. Everyone writes it off as me being dramatic, but ive been forcing myself to do things that should be simple for so long. Even getting out of bed is difficult for me. Im tired of feeling this way and i can’t see an end for it through anything else. I don’t know what method i plan on using yet, and honestly i don’t even care if its painless at this point, my threshold for physical pain is so high that the hedaches i get now would have caused me to faint if they were at this level a year ago. I should be gone by october 8th. Im not sure why i chose then, but it did show up everywhere last year, its also a day after the day i started recording my headache (one that hasn’t truly stopped since.) A senior from my highschool always dies before graduation, maybe they’ll be wearing frog pins next may, and ill have saved someone else from meeting a bad fate. If i dont get caught