I can’t believe such a horrible person as me could be allowed to live. I’m awful. I ruin everything I touch. I hurt everyone I love. I don’t deserve to live. I’m a toxic asshole who doesn’t deserve to be forgiven or loved or anything. I always had a vague idea of how horrible I am, but this just hit me so hard. I don’t deserve friends. I don’t deserve love. I definitely don’t deserve forgiveness. I hate this I just want to die. I deserve to die. I’m the problem. I’m always the problem
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We’re all monsters. Some just realize it and want to put the monster down.
Ever since I realized how horrible I am, I can’t seem to see other people differently. I know… I know that those who appear to be good are just pretending. And I’m not sure anymore whether it’s nice of them or just plain old hypocrisy.