It’s crazy to think after what 6/7 years, that I would, not only be back here but be experiencing every feelings I ought to have stopped feeling a long time ago.
Truthfully I don’t think I ever got out of the state I was in back in 2015. It wasn’t all bad tho, from time to time I did have “episodes” were i felt down but I’ve never felt this sunken since 2015. I won’t say I didn’t have good moments, i did, even amazing and perfect onces (which I continue to have) but I just can’t get out of my head.
Back in 2020 i reopened an old Twitter i used to have when I was a die hard fangirl (yeah I know how embarrassing) and I’ve been using it ever since as a personal diary but I will be using here now!
The reason I never got back here is i spent 2 years trying to remember this site’s name, i just couldn’t remember the name but last month, I don’t know how I just found it and got super nostalgic. I tried finding everyone I used to see here on a daily, like salt etc, but I couldn’t, even tried login in my old account but I forgot my old password so I made a new account.
My life has been a rollercoaster, I’ve had super duper high moments but right now despite some slight increase along the road I just seem to be going down and I’m not seeing any way up.
I have a lot to write about but I won’t do it now, hopefully I do end up following through and writing more here.
That will be all for now, I just wanted to stop by and say hello…again. May we speak again and very soon!