I can’t keep doing this. I don’t want to do this anymore, and I can’t. God please kill me. I’m miserable and everything hurts. I wanna fucking go home. God forbid I stay home ONE day and get a FUCKING BREAK. I feel like everything all at once is hitting my brain and its collapsing. It never ends. It never ever ends. Neverending pain. Too weak to live and too weak to die. This parasite I’ve become, this hideous thing. Please fucking kill me now.
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I’m fighting this too. Despair, pain. It’s been a long time. you aren’t hideous… Or a parasite. throw those words away.
It’s so hard to believe that I’m not… things always seem to add up and result in me being that. I hope you’re relieved of your pain at least a little