see, but the whole concept of me personally inflicting failure on my life implies a kind of control I can only aspire to. I’m not screwing up my life, I may have in the past, but presently I’m stagnant.
Worse, because the standards are so low, if I just had confidence I could spin this whole thing as a strategic coup, that in fact I’m preparing to conquer whatever mountains I have in my sights.
I’m doing really well not to be dead…… sad as it is.
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Mee fuckin too.
see, but the whole concept of me personally inflicting failure on my life implies a kind of control I can only aspire to. I’m not screwing up my life, I may have in the past, but presently I’m stagnant.
Worse, because the standards are so low, if I just had confidence I could spin this whole thing as a strategic coup, that in fact I’m preparing to conquer whatever mountains I have in my sights.
I’m doing really well not to be dead…… sad as it is.