I am loosing my mind. I hate high school and I hate people. Everyday is so draining. everybody has been getting on my last nerve. I had to start working less shifts at my job because im so tired. Everyday is the same cycle of bullshit 1.wake up 2.get ready 3.go to school 4.deal with the same annoying people 5.deal with teachers who are in a shitty mood because these kids behave so shitty towards them. 6. go home and get Lectured about how I need to do better. its the same thing every day. its exhausting. and my mom wonders why I drank. im not sure how much more I can endure until I snap. I mean I’ve snapped before but this time its gonna be big. its going to ruin my relationships. im just hoping I don’t. I am trying to hang in there but its so hard.
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[disclaimer that this is possibly bad advice, but it’s what I did] Have you tried just getting up and walking out, when you can’t take anymore?
Around sophomore year that’s what I started doing. When I got sick of the BS of high school, I walked out. One day I just kept walking, walked 12 miles until a cop picked me up. I knew then if I wanted to keep walking all I had to do was avoid cops.
around that point my teachers and parents had a meeting where the teachers said “Some people just aren’t suited to high school”, so my parents let me drop out and get my GED. Given that the GED is based on sound academics (unlike most high schools) it was relatively easy compared with trying to satisfy the ever shifting goals of administration.
“Some people just aren’t suited to high school” – that’s bc you’re suffering from ‘Oppositional Defiance Disorder.’ Duh!! 😉
I was a nerd and I loved learning, but the American Educational System is shite. Most of the teachers were terrible, and the things we are forced to learn is bullsh*t. It’s funny how the school system teaches us so little, and yet the things they do teach turn out to be lies or propaganda. Go figure. So don’t feel so bad.
I love learning. but its the environment. it is very much shit. ooohhhh my god these people at School are pieces of shit