Waves

Id say I can be pretty happy from time to time not for very long but I have my moments. I just want to stay happy but that can never happen. Depression comes in waves. It goes up and down and up and down. But i’m always down for a long time and when i’m up its not for very long. My mom and I were up all night rearranging my room and yes it was exhausting but in the end I was happy to finally have my room clean. That didn’t last very long. After I got out of the shower it just hit me a big wave.