my life has been going rather fine! we moved into a new house and i’ve been helping out a lot with home improvement stuff and cleaning out our yard and planting stuff! i got a garden growing and some flowering blooming.. we have so many plans for this house.. it’s overwhelming, but in a fun way. me and my brother seem to stay out of eachother’s way, but he’s still an asshole time to time, but that’s it.
but another thing always comes again to ruin it.
about two years ago, i went through a breakup over call when i was venting to my partner at the time. (for context, this was before my partner transitioned. she is mtf) my partner admitted that they caught feelings for a lesbian friend of theirs and broke up with me to pursue them instead, and so.. i left after an argument in text. i didn’t want to talk with them anymore, and my friends told me not to say a word to them.
then, they got pissed about their friends having.. oh wow! you guessed it! feelings for another girl instead of them because they weren’t a girl at the time! wowze! then they proceeded to spam my number for WEEKS on end until i begged my mom to change it.
days passed and things were okay, till my ex started to message me on every. single. social media. i. had. from apologies and excuses to just calling me a *****, framing them as a victim by telling me lies, and …telling me to stop talking to them and gaslighting them..? (i.. never talked to them during all these spam messages. i did cave in one time when they were being depressed in one of the spam messages on my phone, and they convinced me to be friends. but.. i felt so gross and i ended up leaving again the day after, i admitted this after i promised one of my friends to never talk to them again for my sake.)
for MONTHS they would find a new social media i had then spam the SHIT out of it with messages and such. still the same old stuff, apologies, excuses, name-calling.. then i had to private it.. then they would look for a new social media i had.. the cycle repeated.
and then.. silence. for almost a year i think, a new record for this crazy asshole! shes trans now, and then.. under one of my random posts she started to come at me about how the world is horrible and her being trans doesn’t help it..? and how i don’t know any of her pain..?
what do you want me to say about that? my post didn’t say anything about trans issues or the world being a fuck, it was just a funny question about “why is there so much random shit on my timeline?” that’s it! that’s the tweet!
btw, this crazy psycho thinks she’s also: an ai cyberhell cat that only wants the best for the world :(((
i’ll delete this after some time because i’m afraid it’s too descriptive to the point she might find me here. but if she does..
go fuck yourself and leave me the fuck alone you miserable fucking ****. you’re 20 if memory serves me right, act like it.