I did it. I graduated high school today. It’s been a long day. The graduation part went fine, even though it was overwhelming. Had my after party, I even got my mom to come for a little bit, even though she was pissed off at my dad for some reason and hated the idea of being surrounded by people she hadn’t been around in years. But I’m glad she stuck by for a little bit.
I don’t really know how to feel about any of this. I’m sure this will all hit really soon and I’ll be terrified and upset, but right now I’m just… here. Went through all the motions. “Thank yous” and “oh I’m moving to go to a tech school soons” I kinda thought I’d be dead by now. But I’m not. So. Fantastic, I guess. I’m still at a loss to everything. I’m still a loser with no job or liscense, and I’m dumb so I didnt get any special awards for my intelligence. I got an A+ scholarship, though (but I didn’t have to be really smart for it..) so my education should be paid off for the most part…
Well… I made it. I did it. So that’s cool I guess. I’ve yet to know what I’m going to do with myself. I guess it’s… okay to be proud of myself? I seen my counselor for the last time (for awhile anyway) and I’m really going to miss her… I can’t believe I made it here. Should I be glad, or proud? I know I shouldn’t get too excited, ’cause adulthood sucks and everyone’s miserable.
I did it.
Just wanted to get that out there somewhere.