Another family member died. I feel like it’s my time, too. There really isn’t a tomorrow. It’s going to be like this forever.
It’s crazy how callous the world is. How people are able to notice extreme suffering and not offer to help. Spitting at them, instead. I don’t want to do it anymore. It isn’t worth it. As everyone says, I’m not worth it. What does the elderly mean to the nasty rich, with all the power in the world? When that stuff is the last sound they hear. How can nobody care after being told about it? That’s all I did was wait for help. These types of AI wars. Not those bullshit companies claiming their sex bot can kill… No. The underhanded. The veil. It isn’t just me going through it. They’ll target your devices, too. They’ll make sure it’s hard to find. If you throw out your devices, it will still be there. That’s power. Anonymity. No voice.
They’ll take the elderly. Anyone, they don’t care who suffers. With this type of technology, they lie and bookmark trauma. If someone’s suffering with dementia, and you hear about how they fell and laid there for a day before an ambulance was called, and you notice the presence of it there…. It sticks with you. Who can help?
It’s usually an endless effort to spread disinformation and cause psychological splitting in the face of sensory overload. “Who am I”
To those in a commonwealth, I understand you don’t get it. The ones with power, they do. And they don’t care if it isn’t their problem. If it isn’t a cue for an “Award” the problem will never rise to the surface and solutions will never be given.
A person’s last breath. That’s how far they’ll push, and they’ll steal those moments.
It all started cyber. In 2014. A computer virus, ironically. The noise wasn’t as good as it is now. They put shit in places I frequented and demanded I give them my inheritance, or they’d never leave me alone. Through the device, inside the house, it was a strange skit, they had my teacher hostage or something? They wanted me to go to them. A car showed up that night. Man and a woman. In the house, you know, through the laptop, the raspy voiced lady told me not to go. But she was screaming NO after the guy said, “Get down here now, or I’m gonna hitter” and it sounded fake, like a skit. But the extent they went to wasn’t. If I’d get inside my car, you’d hear. If I went to my first home that was up for sale, you’d hear. Sounded like Bluetooth, and factory resetting my devices did nothing. It felt inescapable. And when I was crying there, in the bathroom, I agreed to give them everything. All of my money. When a girl showed up on a different night, and morning, I refused. She kept a distance. When the car showed up that one night, they promised to kill me. Drown me. Rip my teeth out. Drill into my feet. Bury me alive. And on and on. They wanted to leave no trace of a crime, doing that.
You know, the coldwar, where they bug the apartments, well it’s on a loudspeaker. You can fake a diagnosis with this technology. It can mirror you. When it can’t, it just sounds repetitive. It can tell you what you’re doing sometimes only predict what you might do if this or that, like deflection. If you take a path with choice and decide you’ll try living with it, how will you deflect compliments out there after deflecting this up close. Butterfly effects I can’t explain. They’re good at it.
I always found it odd how my car imitated what was in the house. AI. It sounded like a gaslight bot. It was good at predicting certain things. It could make a Doppler effect and make a car passing by seem like something was wrong with their car, too. haha. If it was raining outside, the software could blend in with that sound and still “intimidate you” , just, any car 2013 and up from my experience. Anything else, it was just repetitive noise at best.
I just don’t understand why, it was in a vehicle anytime I switched them. Just proof. People in power don’t care. Truly. They’re granted special protection from similar foreign threats. To them, it’s not their problem. Who was that I talked to in “the priest’s confessional” of my car? Telling them about the problem? Was that a real person. Or another bullshit lie? I’m sure if the technology is this loud, surely, it’s recording data? Why didn’t anyone do anything? Why won’t anyone care?
I’m watching LGBT Holocaust videos on YouTube. I feel better. Wish I had a milkshake. I know this type of war isn’t really* about victimology as much as it is making someone feel traumatized and spreading lies about who they are without saying who they are. I can’t explain. Tone of voice, dialect, for one. Sexual victimization. Making someone see patterns out there, was really what it was about. If someone can’t victimize you, they can’t change how you see the world, out there. The lies are endless. And in my cars, it felt like they wanted to know what my first impression was of this octave betch or that and if it had any relation to my social media usage. You know, my interest in Hilary Clinton during the election, when I’m under these conditions, would she hate me when I’m stressed? Am I splitting when going through sensory overload? Nobody helped me. Just exploited the situation. And look at this 911 shout out. Or is that there. I’m completely helpless now. I forgot to mention that back then, I’m not sure if it’s the same now, but if you tried recording the sound of anything similar to what the NSA or what have you was working on, the playback would delete itself on phones, laptops, and suddenly you’d notice something wasn’t right with the playback in a YouTube video. It’s almost like the playback was deleted, it was sent through a pyramid or something, and my own phone’s software started skewing. Like it wanted me to throw the device away. An artificial threat. Idk though I’m just an average person. Imagine that. A foreign entity putting spiders in your hair, and you have to grow used to it. You can’t ask for help. You have to grow used to it. Perception becomes flawed. That’s a terrorist hack right there. If a real operator doesn’t respond to the threat in time, it’s either suicide, mass murder, etc. And once an operator reaches the issue…”Who set off the alarms this many times?” They then have to assess 1. How it got there/is it espionage 2. Who’s a threat to society 3. How to communicate to a victim without appearing to be “the one all along”
Lol they don’t have solutions for that. The veil. The which b!tch is which. The US is only good at gaslighting. Race against the clock, because it’s still happening. On top of it, they’ll target networks in group homes, colleges, etc. On the surface, people in a crowd don’t respond because it isn’t personal to them. They act as if nothing is there. On a domestic level, this is problematic because it makes a troubled person’s perception worse…. And if the troubled person is around narcissistic people, they’ll never feel heard.. understood… Maybe, at war. I wish I could show you.