So, my GF is in rehab for alcohol, she’s doing well, but I miss the hell out of her. I’m not okay mentally but physically I’m holding myself together so she doesn’t get concerned. I’m doing my best not to say things like, “I miss you” because I’d don’t want her to leave there before she’s ready for me, and she’s the kind of person that would. I did say it once and I started crying. I’m trying to be supportive but I can’t even begin on the whole story of how hypocritical I feel.
I’m scared that when she gets out she will have figured out I’m not someone she wants to be with and I’m terrified. I don’t think I’ve done anything to make her feel that way but I still think it could happen. So my brain is trying to convince me I don’t need her, logically I don’t, but I want her. I’m trying to convince myself not to be dramatic. Is it a normal thing for people fresh out of rehab to end relationships? Help ?