I try for the serenity prayer thing, to take it a day at a time, but really it’s more a week at a time. Because monday through friday, I’m either waiting on applications to come back, or putting them out. and in that regard, it’s been a crap week. Neither of the “warm” leads from last week turned into anything, yet at the very least. I went ahead and shot out a few more apps. Next week I’ve got a job fair midweek, not sure if that’s anything to get excited about, but there it is.
but being unemployed, waiting on applications, fridays suck the worst, because you get to the end of the day not hearing anything, and you have the long dark of the weekend ahead. Saturday you wake up and it’s just a pointless F-ing day, same with Sunday. Monday at least there’s a chance of something, and the same the other five. It’s just an oncoming dread, every day closer to the weekend, 48 hours of pointlessness.
I’m having issues with that I do have scruples, I do have stuff that I don’t want to do. Because I could go work a low level job. But…. then I might have to give up a few of my small comforts, and damn it, I’m selfish. It’s really hard, being different, knowing how other people are, and not being that.
It isn’t all doom and gloom, I got some new paracord projects to work on. I got a new pair of headphones and man had I forgotten the hard drugs that high fidelity music provide.
The curtain falls on another crappy performance. Thank whatever you thank that it’s over, hope next one goes better I guess. The show must go on.
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