No reason to live

I’ve had chronic pain problems on and off over the past 20 years, it took me a long time to figure out but I have gut dysbiosis, which just means my gut has too much bad bacteria and too little good bacteria, it causes a host of health problems, for me it’s mostly urological pain and some symptoms of fibromyalgia but because of this I can enjoy any of my vices, food, I can only tolerate chicken, rice, and vegetables, I can’t drink booze, I can’t drink coffee, and sex is only when I’m not in pain, all of the pleasures in life are gone.  I’m hoping I get better but I doubt I will, I’m going to see a new doctor but things are unlikely to change.