A couple of things, but if I had to pick one it would be that I’m a manipulative bastard at the end of the day. Oh yes I’ll complain about others doing it, but I’m the worst offender I’ve met, I just get paid for it. I manipulate people who have been trained to spot manipulative people.
I used to think I’d get caught someday. Now I realize that most people don’t care enough. People like being manipulated, which doesn’t help me liking myself. They do notice it enough to take advantage of it, my coworkers have used my ability to instruct people to do whatever I please.
I’d be an effective cult leader, if I wanted to be. I could have been a serial killer or sex offender, the markers are there. What I lack is any drive in my cruelty. I have the cruelty, I just don’t need to express it. I dread the day I get the oppertunity again.
It’s all I’m really good at, getting into people’s heads and making them do stuff. It isn’t considered a positive trait by most people…… yet somehow, it’s what I do. People line up to have me do it to them.
maybe your calling might be to find rich and powerful assholes and manipulate them!! exact cruelty on them. make them be less asshole-ish to others. if you’ve got the ability- why not? set your sights on bigger crueler fish- being cruel to a cruel person isn’t all that cruel, is it?
rn you’re manipulating the poor. what exactly are you manipulating your clients to do or think/feel?
teaching empathy to those without empathy is one of my specialties, so if someone rich was willing…. Many of them think they are complete, and I need a missing parent or sibling to replace.
Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness, when I’m not planting the seeds of their eventual rebellion. They all get that, the seeds of distrust towards authority and centralized power. The completedness enhances this, because they are supposed to feel more capable in themselves. I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly.
Usually I’m talking them into going and doing whatever the next step is. It’s easy enough, talking someone into doing something they already had the option of doing. Most people lack direction so much a simple nudge is enough. So you create the illusion of certainty when all you did was encourage them.
It remains my AHA moment of my life, when I was first learning my trade and I realized I could just point and people would go where I pointed. I’m not that cooperative. But the normal human is as easy to drive as an automatic car.
That lack of free will is spooky as hell to someone like me. How have we survived this long being this easy to enslave?! I have the potential to be like that? Hell forbid!
It increases towards vulnerability, so with extremes in age and medical situation. The very old and very young are particularly suggestable, as are the very sick.
One of these days I’ll run into someone with a double, old age and sick, and I’ll feel particularly overwhelmed by their lack of agency. Agency is the real currency of this world, having it is all there is worth seeking, and losing it is all there is worth fighting.
“Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness, when I’m not planting the seeds of their eventual rebellion. They all get that, the seeds of distrust towards authority and centralized power. The completedness enhances this, because they are supposed to feel more capable in themselves. I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly. ”
–Well that doesn’t seem so evil. I mean, I suppose manipulating for “good” isn’t a bad thing, even if it is still manipulating. I’ve known ppl who were SUPER persuasive- like they are SO good at manipulating and getting into someone’s head- I’m pretty sure they could even get a non depressed person to jump off a bridge. I’ve met 2 ppl who were masters at the craft. One was an evil b!tch. One guy was actually a decent guy but he knew he could manipulate ppl to do whatever he wanted.
Then there’s the regular manipulators- there’s MANY of these ppl in our society- the ones that could manipulate others , but there’s not many that are in the same league as the 2 above I mentioned. Most ppl who manipulate are good at manipulating, and are usually selfish, self-serving, and conniving. I suppose if you have that skill and you use it to at least help the ppl, albeit manipulating, it’s at least not too bad and not doing it to exploit these ppl.
Most ppl who manipulate think they’re SO good at manipulating and conning others. I absolutely fucking WISH these motherfockers got some other manipulator who is better than they are to manipulate and mind-fuck THEM. God I wish someone would do that.
I’ve met so many manipulators- most are just selfish and use it to further themselves, and many actively harm others, simply bc they know they can. I hate these fuckers.
I mean, if you’ve got the “gift,” I get that it’s hard NOT to use it. Maybe you could manipulate one of these manipulators and mindfuck them the way they mindfuck others, to other’s detriment. I absolutely hate these fuckers who actively and purposely harm others and mind fuck others for their enjoyment. These assholes need to be humbled- they think they’re SO powerful- and unfortunately, they do get away with manipulating the good, the trusting- these assholes need someone better at manipulating to manipulate them. And to make them feel like an ant and crush their ego and their spirit the way they crush others.
i’m sure you have not always used it for good though. ppl who are good at manipulating do so simply bc they can, and they want to push their limits and see just how much they can push. everyone and everything is an “experiment.” and everyone is game to be their victim.
i mean i have not met you so i do not hate you despite knowing you’re a manipulators. there are those (very few) who do use it for good, but in general, most manipulators do so for their own gain to the detriment of others. and they often do it simply if they’re bored. it’s like playing marionette with a wooden dummy.
i’ve met too many ppl like that- it’s like playing god with someone’s life, playing with someone’s mind and their emotions.
You are one of these ppl. O How I wish I could connect you with some other emotional hitman and for you to obliterate them emotionally. Reduce them to puddles of tears the same way they reduce and cut down their victims. Kind of like Dexter who kills other killers, but psychologically and emotionally instead of physically. Being alive and tortured every day is WAY more painful and torturous than being killed.
there’s this shitty person i know- let’s call her cuunt- she literally has NO skills and NO brains other than manipulating ppl. she is dumb as a rock, but the ONE thing she’s good at is manipulating ppl. and she is 1- SO proud of herself at being able to fool everyone into thinking she’s such a nice person 2- and is SO proud that she is able to manipulate ppl. she gets off on being able to make ppl do things or make them feel shitty- she makes ppl who are already depressed and vulnerable even more depressed and attacks them psychologically. she gets off on that shit. she is a fucking b!tch. She needs someone like you to manipulate her the way she manipulates others. she needs someone who’s better at the game to do the same shit to her that she does to others. she’s a despicable person. but she masquerades as this “awesome nice old lady” persona and fools everyone. and gets off on fooling everyone. ppl like her are the ppl i hate the most. she’s a vile witch.
“Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness… I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly. ”
–Hm, a part of me thinks maybe I ought to have you lead me into contentedness and completeness- except maybe not manipulate. And I most definitely distrust humans. The problem with manipulators is that you don’t know when they will turn on you and eye you as just another one of their prey / victims.
To make a long story short, the fact I’m alive… Although, a big thing is the fact I don’t know if I hate everything or just don’t care about anything due to apathy. If it is the latter, it is slightly less vindictive since the former means I want to watch everything burn to the ground.
the fact i have no self-discipline, i’m watching myself fall apart. i know exactly what to do, i cannot handle the struggle despite knowing it will make me stronger and resilient. honestly hate that i have to rely on people so much just to do the basics, no one can stand people like me.
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I have antisocial traits. But I’m not entirely antisocial.
A couple of things, but if I had to pick one it would be that I’m a manipulative bastard at the end of the day. Oh yes I’ll complain about others doing it, but I’m the worst offender I’ve met, I just get paid for it. I manipulate people who have been trained to spot manipulative people.
I used to think I’d get caught someday. Now I realize that most people don’t care enough. People like being manipulated, which doesn’t help me liking myself. They do notice it enough to take advantage of it, my coworkers have used my ability to instruct people to do whatever I please.
I’d be an effective cult leader, if I wanted to be. I could have been a serial killer or sex offender, the markers are there. What I lack is any drive in my cruelty. I have the cruelty, I just don’t need to express it. I dread the day I get the oppertunity again.
It’s all I’m really good at, getting into people’s heads and making them do stuff. It isn’t considered a positive trait by most people…… yet somehow, it’s what I do. People line up to have me do it to them.
maybe your calling might be to find rich and powerful assholes and manipulate them!! exact cruelty on them. make them be less asshole-ish to others. if you’ve got the ability- why not? set your sights on bigger crueler fish- being cruel to a cruel person isn’t all that cruel, is it?
rn you’re manipulating the poor. what exactly are you manipulating your clients to do or think/feel?
teaching empathy to those without empathy is one of my specialties, so if someone rich was willing…. Many of them think they are complete, and I need a missing parent or sibling to replace.
Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness, when I’m not planting the seeds of their eventual rebellion. They all get that, the seeds of distrust towards authority and centralized power. The completedness enhances this, because they are supposed to feel more capable in themselves. I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly.
Usually I’m talking them into going and doing whatever the next step is. It’s easy enough, talking someone into doing something they already had the option of doing. Most people lack direction so much a simple nudge is enough. So you create the illusion of certainty when all you did was encourage them.
It remains my AHA moment of my life, when I was first learning my trade and I realized I could just point and people would go where I pointed. I’m not that cooperative. But the normal human is as easy to drive as an automatic car.
That lack of free will is spooky as hell to someone like me. How have we survived this long being this easy to enslave?! I have the potential to be like that? Hell forbid!
It increases towards vulnerability, so with extremes in age and medical situation. The very old and very young are particularly suggestable, as are the very sick.
One of these days I’ll run into someone with a double, old age and sick, and I’ll feel particularly overwhelmed by their lack of agency. Agency is the real currency of this world, having it is all there is worth seeking, and losing it is all there is worth fighting.
“Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness, when I’m not planting the seeds of their eventual rebellion. They all get that, the seeds of distrust towards authority and centralized power. The completedness enhances this, because they are supposed to feel more capable in themselves. I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly. ”
–Well that doesn’t seem so evil. I mean, I suppose manipulating for “good” isn’t a bad thing, even if it is still manipulating. I’ve known ppl who were SUPER persuasive- like they are SO good at manipulating and getting into someone’s head- I’m pretty sure they could even get a non depressed person to jump off a bridge. I’ve met 2 ppl who were masters at the craft. One was an evil b!tch. One guy was actually a decent guy but he knew he could manipulate ppl to do whatever he wanted.
Then there’s the regular manipulators- there’s MANY of these ppl in our society- the ones that could manipulate others , but there’s not many that are in the same league as the 2 above I mentioned. Most ppl who manipulate are good at manipulating, and are usually selfish, self-serving, and conniving. I suppose if you have that skill and you use it to at least help the ppl, albeit manipulating, it’s at least not too bad and not doing it to exploit these ppl.
Most ppl who manipulate think they’re SO good at manipulating and conning others. I absolutely fucking WISH these motherfockers got some other manipulator who is better than they are to manipulate and mind-fuck THEM. God I wish someone would do that.
I’ve met so many manipulators- most are just selfish and use it to further themselves, and many actively harm others, simply bc they know they can. I hate these fuckers.
I mean, if you’ve got the “gift,” I get that it’s hard NOT to use it. Maybe you could manipulate one of these manipulators and mindfuck them the way they mindfuck others, to other’s detriment. I absolutely hate these fuckers who actively and purposely harm others and mind fuck others for their enjoyment. These assholes need to be humbled- they think they’re SO powerful- and unfortunately, they do get away with manipulating the good, the trusting- these assholes need someone better at manipulating to manipulate them. And to make them feel like an ant and crush their ego and their spirit the way they crush others.
i’m sure you have not always used it for good though. ppl who are good at manipulating do so simply bc they can, and they want to push their limits and see just how much they can push. everyone and everything is an “experiment.” and everyone is game to be their victim.
i mean i have not met you so i do not hate you despite knowing you’re a manipulators. there are those (very few) who do use it for good, but in general, most manipulators do so for their own gain to the detriment of others. and they often do it simply if they’re bored. it’s like playing marionette with a wooden dummy.
i’ve met too many ppl like that- it’s like playing god with someone’s life, playing with someone’s mind and their emotions.
Psychological Hitman (Emotional Hitman)
You are one of these ppl. O How I wish I could connect you with some other emotional hitman and for you to obliterate them emotionally. Reduce them to puddles of tears the same way they reduce and cut down their victims. Kind of like Dexter who kills other killers, but psychologically and emotionally instead of physically. Being alive and tortured every day is WAY more painful and torturous than being killed.
there’s this shitty person i know- let’s call her cuunt- she literally has NO skills and NO brains other than manipulating ppl. she is dumb as a rock, but the ONE thing she’s good at is manipulating ppl. and she is 1- SO proud of herself at being able to fool everyone into thinking she’s such a nice person 2- and is SO proud that she is able to manipulate ppl. she gets off on being able to make ppl do things or make them feel shitty- she makes ppl who are already depressed and vulnerable even more depressed and attacks them psychologically. she gets off on that shit. she is a fucking b!tch. She needs someone like you to manipulate her the way she manipulates others. she needs someone who’s better at the game to do the same shit to her that she does to others. she’s a despicable person. but she masquerades as this “awesome nice old lady” persona and fools everyone. and gets off on fooling everyone. ppl like her are the ppl i hate the most. she’s a vile witch.
“Usually I’m manipulating my clients into contentedness and completedness… I have to do the distrust sewing very quietly. ”
–Hm, a part of me thinks maybe I ought to have you lead me into contentedness and completeness- except maybe not manipulate. And I most definitely distrust humans. The problem with manipulators is that you don’t know when they will turn on you and eye you as just another one of their prey / victims.
To make a long story short, the fact I’m alive… Although, a big thing is the fact I don’t know if I hate everything or just don’t care about anything due to apathy. If it is the latter, it is slightly less vindictive since the former means I want to watch everything burn to the ground.
Oh that’s me- I want to watch everything burn to the ground. Tho…I don’t really wanna stick around too long tho…
the fact i have no self-discipline, i’m watching myself fall apart. i know exactly what to do, i cannot handle the struggle despite knowing it will make me stronger and resilient. honestly hate that i have to rely on people so much just to do the basics, no one can stand people like me.