Finances are the main issue, I feel truly fucked in that regard, but in America, that’s most people, am I right?
I’m also in the worst shape of my life physically, which is fun, since I have to hear about it everytime I see family. I don’t know how I’ll get back in proper shape at this point. Yay. -_-
I think I’ve made a shit ton of progress mentally though. I feel like I am starting to understand myself and my idiosyncrasies a lot more, and can identify and explain them a lot better. Therapy and pyschoanalysis has really helped me on my path to independence.
I’m not sure how I’ll get some of the other things done to stabilize myself, but I’ll figure out something. I haven’t given up, which I thought I did a while back, so that’s good, I think.
I do feel stuck or trapped as I put it. I just let go of my girlfriend because she wasn’t much help in my time of grieving. I suppose its because she suffers paranoid delusions and I thought maybe she wouldn’t continue with them after what I have recently been through. Maybe now I can somehow get on with what little life I have left.
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Overall, I feel stuck still.
Finances are the main issue, I feel truly fucked in that regard, but in America, that’s most people, am I right?
I’m also in the worst shape of my life physically, which is fun, since I have to hear about it everytime I see family. I don’t know how I’ll get back in proper shape at this point. Yay. -_-
I think I’ve made a shit ton of progress mentally though. I feel like I am starting to understand myself and my idiosyncrasies a lot more, and can identify and explain them a lot better. Therapy and pyschoanalysis has really helped me on my path to independence.
I’m not sure how I’ll get some of the other things done to stabilize myself, but I’ll figure out something. I haven’t given up, which I thought I did a while back, so that’s good, I think.
I’m slowwwwwwly making progress hoping things don’t get worse.
I do feel stuck or trapped as I put it. I just let go of my girlfriend because she wasn’t much help in my time of grieving. I suppose its because she suffers paranoid delusions and I thought maybe she wouldn’t continue with them after what I have recently been through. Maybe now I can somehow get on with what little life I have left.