days are going by slowly, but time is going by fast, if that makes sense. there’s a lot of things going on an i barel have time to breathe or think, so i guess that’s not too bad.
something did happen recently that has me feeling… complicated? i’m not sure how to explain how it feels, but i need a second opinion because i just don’t know if i’m overreacting.
i’ve been on a few dates with someone, and we were getting along well. last two dates they got pretty intense, a bit handsy (?) i guess. first time was okay i guess, didn’t mind much since it wasn’t a big deal tbh. last week though, it was…. different. i said no to a couple things, but they didn’t really take it seriously and kept pushing it. i can’t lie, i was a bit terrified. they could VERY EASILY overpower me completely, both in size and strenght. that, and we were in their car, so i didn’t really have anywhere to go. it makes me a bit nauseous when i remember that honestly. i mentioned that i felt very scared and that i needed a bit of space to think about it, but i’m not sure if i’m overthinking it or if i’m overreacting.
was it not a big deal?