Anyone regret either doing something or not something where the results/consequences were life altering? Like you were stupid and made the wrong decision?
I didn’t do the usual things that most ppl do to fuck up their lives like drugs or alcohol but something stupid and I can’t go back in time to undo it.
Like something that caused permanent physical damage kind of thing. Like a suicide attempt or deep cutting or anorexia type of thing (no I did not do those) but along those lines. Where it permanently damaged you? (No that’s not the cause of my initial disability)
What if we accidentally fucked ourselves up bc we did something not smart / chose the wrong decision? With permanent damage and there’s no going back? Yes something that shortened my life.
I’m not averse to being dead but I do mind being sick for years or decades before I die. And I stupidly damaged my health further (was already sick to begin with).
What do you do if we dud something that fucked us up? It’s not like it’s so easy to be like “don’t worry, don’t be so hard on yourself” when the consequences are that you fucked up your health (unintentionally). And you knew it could happen but you ignored it abd did it anyway?
How do we not beat ourselves up? Or not lament our dumbass decision? Or not think about it?