I know you’ll never actually read this, but I also know that at this time, you’re just trying to find as much inner peace as possible. Im not trying to influence that with my own inner turmoil, it would be selfish to place that upon you.
Despite everything, I still love you very, very much. I dont want to be moving out on Tuesday. I dont want us to seperate. But, I cant force you to love me back, and if your feelings have changed then there’s nothing I can do but try to learn to accept that. I wish it wasn’t like this. It would be silly to say, no matter where I moved, that it didnt feel as if something were missing. It won’t be the same without you.
I wish I could be where you are.
Even more than that, if I cant be with you, if you dont want to be with me anymore, than I want you to live as happy of a life as possible. You deserve that.
I still love you.
– B.