Hello, I need a sincere advice. I want to commit suicide and I have planned how to do it. I will take cyanide to end my life. However, I am not able to figure out should I commit suicide at home and leave my parents to find my body (I am from India and stay with my parents) or should I commit suicide in a hotel room and leave it to the hotel staff/police to find my body and inform my parents?
The thought of my parents finding me lifeless is very disturbing for me. At the same time I don’t want to give them trouble by involving police (in the latter case). Please advice.
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It’s tough for me to say since I don’t know the laws and culture in India, although I plan to do it away from family so they don’t find my body.
However, cyanide can be dangerous to people who find your body, especially if they give mouth-to-mouth as part of CPR, so I think you should have an extremely visible sign warning of cyanide poison regardless of where you do it.
I’ve thought about that too. I imagined being the on finding the body and not knowing what to do and being scared of being suspected of killing that person. I wouldn’t want my family to be caught with no Idea how to handle that moment with who to contact ect. or being suspect to my death so I’m not telling you it’s a good idea to do it at all, but I would’nt do it at home. Police would be involved either way. It would save your family at least a tiny bit of confusion.
Great question:
Me personally, I have chosen a place in the woods near my home to commit suicide and I plan to leave a suicide letter behind in my room with the GPS coordinates of where my body lays so that the police would find it soon after. The reason I chose a place away from my home to commit suicide was because I’am a quite person and I don’t want public attention or a bunch of police cars at my house or around my family which would cause a lot of commotion and more unnecessary pain of them. Also because I plan to use a gun for my final act, and I think the clean up would be really really hard for my mom to see, so that why I chose a remote location. I your case all I can say is take in account all the factors like additional pain of your love ones seeing you in that state and possible logistic issues that may arise ie. can I afford a hotel room: the possibly of getting caught with cyanide pills by the authorities in route to your destination. After everything is said and done, a suicide is a suicide….adding more pain to people that cares for you to an already traumatic event just makes you looks likes an ass…… Just saying
Hi Abhi, Your situation can be a tough for myself as i dont know you cultural beliefs. My own thoughts on the situation tho are, i’ve tried more times than it matters to know but i’ve also tried out in a public secluded area. I didn’t want my family finding me. I know me finding one of them would be very disturbing and probably cause some kind of trauma. for that reason i’ve always planned and tried out in the middle of nowhere to where i’m sure nobody in my family would be able to find me. i try to think about how i would feel when i’m in that situation and what not to do to others from that aspect. Thats my thoughts on the situation. Make sure you have a good plan and a sign if you plan on a way that can harm somebody else. Hold your head high and think positive. Best of luck. Take care.
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Thanks everyone for your comments..i really appreciate it
Yeah as the one dude said… Either way police are involved… And if you think about it, either way you4r family is involved… Both will find out somehow.
I would do it elsewhere, because its less hurting for them if they are not the ones that find you… Although they will still hurt….
I had no clue that cyanide is dangerous for people that find you… In that case, I would put a sign on my chest that says “I USED CYANIDE” or something so they know not to do mouth to mouth…. Put it also in any notes you leave, but you want to be sure they see the sign, so be sure to mark it on your body some how before…
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