There was a moment in my life, where I stopped wanting things, stopped loving things,I just feel empty, joyless and disappointed.
Nothing seems to fulfill the void in my heart. Where you just can’t move forward, you stop walking, watch everyone move on and leave you behind and you’re just standing there, waiting for nothing.
The pain grows and you can’t even look back nor go ahead in your life. its seems as if you want to understand what you want, where are you going first, and you look at everyone, they don’t care, they just want to level up, and i wonder, do they even know where they’re going? do they know what they want?.
Life used to be so simple, but not anymore, why? when did it start to be so complicated?
Funny, i don’t even remember, its as if i was sleep walking, and all of a sudden i woke up in a strange place, wondering how i got here.
Its as if I reached a T point, and I have to choose, either to live like a failure, accept that. or keep struggling to find my purpose, fight my way through.
You have no one to help you, you just have to figure things out on your own, not even your family.
And i’m still lost, dont know what to do? where to go? frozen in this road with no one to guide me.
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Thank you for posting this and for putting into words how I too feel. Like a sideliner watching the game go by without me partcipating.