I look in ugly people and ask myself: “How do they live? And why? Why am I living?”
My arms are too long.
My hair is too short.
My legs are too fat.
My skin has way to much red blemishes.
My face shape is horrible.
I get compliments from ugly people and I ask myself: “So… Am I the prettiest one from ugly people? Why pretty people never like me? Why handsome guys reject me?”
I just want to sleep… Forever… I don’t want anyone to see me. I don’t want to see myself.
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What ‘is’ is only your perception. Apparently…as it’s being reflected back to you people feel differently about your looks than you. So you are all good. Focus on the good within you. There are no rewards or punishments so just choose to feel good about you no matter what. Why not? A belief is just something you tell yourself over and over again….so tell yourself you’re all good. I don’t judge any aspect of my looks…I just choose to love myself, and think well of myself. What anyone else things…who cares!
Take care. Btw…God doesn’t go out of his way to make junk. Align your thoughts with perfection…ie. Him.
body image issues have been a huge part of my depression. Everyday I look at my body and I really am disgusted with myself. I’ve tried anorexia and bulimia but it didnt work. I am so unsatisfied with myself.
Body image, Beauty, pretty, sexy, plain, ugly.
These ideas are socially constructed.
Our society, our community, our media, creates and teaches these ever shifting standards and we buy into them.
Acceptance will bring you peace.