It Gets Better

I’ve been to the point where i would sit in my room alone crying for hours. ive looked into ways on how to kill myself. ive spit on every one of my friends names. ive been completely depressed. but i got better. i made it better by myself. i have a mother who doesnt get it, doesnt get me, fights with me worse than a teenager. an older sister with a complete anger issue and temper and a little brother who doesnt quite get life right now. a father that tore our family apart for a girl 2 years older than my older sister. it was horrid. a boyfriend that ruined everything, and broke my heart. but i had a bestfriend who got it. got me. i got her. we understood. like no other shes helped me through. im better now im not so depressed. i do still breakdown and cry sometimes and i do still have those thoughts. you need to get out in the sun really know what lifes about. im not a people person i absoluelty hate society and everything. but ya know its not really important do whats good for you because it does get better but YOU have to make it better. remember the sun shines ALWAYS even if there is a cloud blocking it for awhile, above that cloud there is a sun making the most beautiful site youll ever see. you just gotta stay strong and wait to see it