he left me last night with a giant hole in  my chest, after months of silence the hole was numbed, i had let myself forget how much pain he causes when he is not there, and how much happiness he brings me when he is there.
It was as if i had been starving myself, the hunger pains soon became but a soft annoyance in the back of my mind and with the smallest taste of him i had to start from the beginning all over again, i lay curled in a ball clenching my stomach… the numbed feeling could not come soon enough.
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I am sorry that you are going through that. I understand how you are feeling. The analogy you used to express yourself is, I’m sure, is relate able to a lot of people. I’ve never looked at it that way, but it is extremely true. If you need any one to vent to, I’m here.