I wanna get high as fuck.
Fuck myself over before I, well… Fuck myself over.
Don’t want to hear about how drugs are bad, I just want this all to stop. I want to kill myself. It’s nobody’s fault? Just my own. I have no future, no present and my past is as fucked as my head.
Thanks Daniel, Seriously. You have helped me with this decision. Well done, I know that’s what you wanted. I’m not a paranoid schizophrenic, well at leastI hope i’m not…. I didn’t expect it to come to this when I researched it.
Did I make this up? Fuck knows.
Please don’t leave, Silentblue. I need you.. People keep leaving. I want U.N. Owen back. I need him too. 🙁
I’m not crazy. And i’m only going to take pills if they will fuck me over. I don’t deserve help.