So school starts tomorrow. I’m so not happy about it. I’m losing my best friend to someone who’s just like her, and apparently is so much better than me. Clearly, everyone’s better than me. Last night, I was alone. I could barely breath, I just felt like a huge weight was on my chest. I cut my leg with a razor blade that I’m going to take to school just in case. The past couple days I’ve been numb. I can’t feel a thing. I’m so depressed recently. I’ve stopped eating as much as I used to, and I rarely laugh. I was talking to my boyfriend the other day, and I kept mentioning stuff about suicide and then telling him I was joking. I don’t think he cares anyway. So when I go to school tomorrow, I’m just hoping everything will go good, and that maybe someone will actually want to be my friend. (hah!) And if anyone wants to talk about anything, any random crap or anything at all just email me at mychemicalromance3268@gmail.comÂ
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Are you in high school? Because high school is the worst and friendships don’t tend to last very long, seriously, that is the reality of it, if your best friend isn’t treating you well, then you should cut them out of your life… even though it may hurt at first. and well, I your boyfriend probably does care and there is ALWAYS someone that would be absolutely messed up for the rest of their lives if you did commit suicide, even if they might not say anything to you, there is always someone..anyway I doubt all this helped at all, but take each day as it comes, baby steps. each day is an accomplishment, feel proud that you made it through a day, thats what ive been trying to do.