HOLLY MOTHER OF GOD YOU MAKE ME WANNA JUMP IN FRONT OF A MOVING BUS!
When i bust my ass off to do as you say, to make you proud what do i get nothing
When i tell you i love you and put up with your bullshit parenting what do i get group home
When i ask you whats important and you answer is your abusive son and not my daughter who was abused by my son then your fucking crazy
When you have that choice for us to both have a good life and disagree you want yours to be fine but mine to die and your okay with that then i wanna punch in the face
When you live his shit for 19 years and my suffering of about 10 wouldn’t you think you would get tired of it
When my life begins to become nothing but a blur and i run to you for help and you run the opposite way what am i suppose to think
When the only thing that makes you hate me is my few lies then you never loved me in the first place
When i told you i loved you and all you you was shake you head, do you really think ima believe your bullshit when you say your trying to make the best choices for my life
When i call you 5 times a day to try to get you understand i want you as a mother but as a mother and not a devil and you can’t answer the 1st or 5th time you have a problem
When i come to realization that you will never change and you will always be a selfish ***** that cares about your druggy son who abused the 15 year old daughter and send me to the group home when all u had to do was find another place for him to I’ve and now I’m failing school and suffering because of this……i end up wanting to put a gun to my head and shoot
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I feel sorrow for you…….