So I was going to to homecoming with this one girl. She does go to a different school so I had to do all this bullshit paper work so she could go and get it approved by her school. SO after that was all out the way I bought the ticket. I told her and she said okay. Then ignores me the whole week! Homecoming was last night. But Friday  at school I decided to not take her but take a really close friend of mine.

So I bought my friend her ticket and she was SOO excited. I was to I mean really we both were! I never smile! And her just texting me about homecoming made me smile. I went to her house and met her mom and dad. We hung out in her basement the entire time before homecoming.

Then she started playing with my hair and styled it. Then  she told me something. She said..”I would date you! I really would. But I will fuck it up. And I am afraid to do that to you! Because I do really like you.” I don’t  know why. But that left me speechless. Nobody ever told me that. It meant a lot! But I want to be with her bad. Really bad. I want her to be my first girlfriend.

Then we went to homecoming. And that other girl was WAITING for me. I felt bad. But my friend told me not to. All this stuff happened and so on long story short. She tried fucking us over!

But then we waled in. She had fun. Didn’t spend much time with her but as long as she had the perfect night I did. But I want to be hers. How? How can I? Is taking her out a good way?