it is always the people you least expect,how can you trust anyone in this world,do people really care like they say they do,when they aint there wen you need them,but then when you dont need them,they decide to try and take over your life,were the fuck were you wen i needed you if you cared so much?mabey some people really do,but i dont understand how,people always think they know you,and sometimes more then you know yourself,but how the hell can they know me wen i bearly know myself?its not possible,this world is so shitty,it feels like iv been forced into this world,out of my control and know im being punished for it,how is that fair,i do stay strong,but its not like i can be super human,having emotions come with being humane,being alive,but i feel dead inside,drained,so far down damaged,that not even a hero could save me right now,so misunderstood by people and this world,that i nolonger understand myself,this world really likes to fuck people over,whats the point,life is so cruel,how can you see the positive wen nothing around you is positive,everywere you go,doesnt matter where you go,this world is so depressing,
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And yet you have the satisfaction of communicating your grief to the World via the internet. Think about all the things that people in general do to make that happen…
Humanity in general is not so bad, then, see? You recognize the difference, meaning you’re obviously one of the good guys. Scored another one for hope, I say.
You know that saying, “BE the change the world needs?”… That’s everyone’s purpose. Please don’t let the bad guys win. Stay.
Hurm. I always wondered why people werent there when you meeded them the most but someone on here explained something to me. People have their own problems and worries. They will be there, but they can’t be there 24/7, they can’t be there every single moment that you need someone. Sometimes they’ll be there but ultimately its just not possible for someone to always be there. I still wish there was someone there 24/7 when I feel at my lowest. Sometimes there is someone, sometimes there isnt. Just don’t hate the workd because it isn’t there everytime you need it, the wod has its own life.
Well, I kind of have to disagree a little bit about there being no one who can be there 24/7. Seeing as there are people like me who really don’t have anything that’s more important than their friends’ problems. Seriously, I mean that. My friends are much more important that myself(even though I AM a generally selfish person). Everything else can wait. LOL that doesn’t go for my parents though. Well. My dad. My mom and sister are as important as my friends. I can’t say I’m here for everyone on this site 24/7, because I’m currently in high school(sorry), but with my friends they can text or call me at any time and I will LEAVE the classroom and be there for them. Sometimes being there for someone doesn’t mean you have to physically be there, or even say the nicest words. There may be times when they need to slap you or yell at you in order to get you to see what went wrong, or that it’s not always your fault or whatever. Or to just get you to shut up about your break up with your cheater of an ex(had to do to my friend Jenna recently). We can’t always solve your problems perfectly, but lots of people help you, whether from your point of view or their own. And other times we be there for you by not doing anything. Meaning that we let you try and figure it out by yourself, which in turn helps you have less problems, not take people for granted, and also helps you to mature in ways that us solving your problems can’t do. I hope this makes at least a little bit of sense to you, and returns a bit of belief in other people.
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