Here’s a little about me. I’m a girl. I’m 17.
I’m bipolar.
It’s hard living with it. I don’t take medication for personal reasons.
One thing I hate is when people say suicide is selfish. In a sense it is, but people say those words out of ignorance. Nobody knows what that person was feeling, how hard their life was, or their reasons.
Bipolar disorder causes me to do some really crazy (and generally dangerous) things. It’s an odd thing, because I do these things in a snap decision, and then afterward think “that was stupid of me” – though I don’t think through the consequences at the time.
I’ve tried to commit suicide before.
There’s small things that have kept me living to this day.
As for other things about me – Music is my life! I play guitar (I have a beloved Les Paul electric, and a Walden acoustic). My heroes include Noel Gallagher and Kurt Cobain. My favourite bands/musicians include Marilyn Manson, Oasis, Nirvana, Soundgarden and Pearl Jam (weird mix yes I know). I am artistic yet logical. I absolutely love photography and painting.
Thats enough about me.
4 comments
I just wanted to say hello..
I dont know why.. but I could have almost written this letter myself.. Every last word even the part with the music.. I am a complete and total Nirvana and Kurt cobain fanatic. I just wish I was really around to see him before he died. I too live with the curse of being in this generation..
I know I don’t know you.. but it is nice to meet you.. I’d like to tell you a little bit about myself sometime. Maybe share a story or two.
Have a good night
@Michael93 Hi there, it’s lovely to meet you, and i’d love to hear about you and hear your stories sometime.
Nice to meet you. I love Nirvana (that’s a little obvious because of my nickname) and Kurt Cobain is my hero. I love photography too and I really like drawing (I draw a lot of women naked). It seems like you are in a hard situation. Sometimes I suspect having BD but I know that can’t be real, ’cause I’ve never seen a doctor. I don’t know how hard it is, but I’m sure is something really complicated. I hope you can overcome this.
@PennyroyalTea Hi! Nice to meet you too. Thanks for taking the time to read my post.