Me and my friend gabby have decided today that we are going to kill ourselves. We dont know when but we both are going to go together. We just feel that no one cares enough and that no once would mind if we were gone. My boyfriend would but i barely see him anymore and being away from him is killing me but just incase someone reads this after i die.. he is not the reason for my final act. if anything he kept moving the date farther and farther forward. I just feel like i cant see a future with me in it. almost like i am destined to die. we are starving ourselves for now so that way we just get tired and weak and then fall asleep and never wake up again hopefully. she wants to drink chemicals too but im not going that far. i think she wants to die mroe than i do. my worst fear is that she kills herself and then i chicken out and then i have to live with survivals guilt.
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Hi Stacey, i’m sorry you feel this way, but i really don’t think starving yourselves is a good thing. Firstly, it will take around 30 days to die of starvation, and you’ll most likely pass out long before then. When that happens you’ll just be taken to a hospital and fed intravenously. Also, please tell your friend not to drink any “chemicals” i don’t know what she has in mind, but they will most likely not work.
Are you sure there’s no one who would miss you? Even if you can’t see a future from where you’re standing now, there may be one just around the corner. Can you try to walk a little further? :/
im sure no one would care. besides my family but im so scarred from them that it isnt even funny anymore. i just want to be done here.
I’m sure most of us are ready to be “done” here :/ but you know even if you think no one cares about you now, there are people out there who would. Maybe you and your friend can work through your issues together.
It’s just a thought.
i think we should but she is dead set on dying. she wants to but i dont want to that badly.
It almost sounds like you’re getting peer pressured into suicide. I guess you must feel like letting your friend die without you would be abandoning her? Please don’t die if you don’t really want to.
we both just recently decided that we dont want to die right now. or for me at any time really. we decided that we both can push through it.
That’s great to heat Stacey. I hope you can stay strong and push through your problems. 🙂