The ONLY person who actually made me forget about eveerything that made depressed. The only person who could actually make me feel good. The only person who I enjoyed talking to. The only person who I looked forward to talking to, is now “taken away from me”. Our only way of communication was through texting. My mother, who I now despise deeply, decided to take my phone. I feel like I am at my breaking point. I feel like I won’t know how to deal with this on my own. Yes, it’s sad I relied on this person for my happiness, but that’s just how it goes. Honestly, who knows when I will get this phone back. So, I’m sitting here thinking about how all this depression is gonna come back, and come back hard. I really dont understand how and why so much wrong has been happening to me. It’s like I was meant to be pushed over the edge to in turn do something dangerously drastic … and let me tell you, I’m thinking about it.
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Your mom will most likely give you your phone back soon. She probably doesn’t know how to handle things. Can you email your friend intend? Or buy a cheap phone if you are feeling desperate? They are like 30 dollars and like 10 for the calling card. Don’t think of dying over this, specially if you’ve moved some steps towards recovery. Good luck!
like black swan said: try emailing? this happened to me over the summer i lost my phone the very beginning of june and was told i will NEVER get it back..i was depressed but then realized if u remember the number and happened to be home alone call the person up and say we gotta email or start calling from this number then on the last day of august i got my cell back…soooo trust me unless your mom is fucking cray u WILL get it back…oh and find things to occupy yourself like for me i came on here all the time…and i met my best friend and were still best friends…i never wouldve met him if i had my phone the whole summer so things that are what seem to be tragic turn to good things…
but trust me i feel bad my phones my baby i cant standing having my phone taken away!
Nope, can’t email him , don’t have his email. He’s in afghan right now and we used an app to text each other because there were no international fee, so I’m not sure if I could buy a cheap smart phone so that I could use the app. But thanks, I’m much better, that day was just tough