so i just found out one of my close friends and also my crush, ran away due to bullying and his depression and then commited suicide. cut his wrist 6 times and then hang himself. i will miss him so much. my heart breaks each day. he was my inpersation and my help. we made sure we both ate and that we didnt self harm. thanks to him i had survived from suicide and i started eating but now that he has gone i have lost my hope. i wish i had seen this coming so i could save him. i loved him i now miss him. i havent slept in 3 days and haven’t eaten either. goodbye my friend. this is for you aaron
my friend i lay here late at night
wondering how you became so weak to fight
i look up to the sky
hold my tear try not to cry
why oh why did you have to die.
blood from our  bodies, we live in pain
i think of you every time it rains
what about when we said it would be forever
we would bleed, cry and fight together
i wish you were still here i wish it never had to end
i will be with you soon but for now goodbye my friend.
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I’m sorry to hear that. Bullying takes its toll yet again ): Try to stay strong, i’m sure that’s what he’d want of you.
thank you. im trying. its just very hard
My friend committed suicide 3 weeks ago last thursday, I most certainly understand. Just don’t close yourself off from others and you’ll get better someday soon. It fucking sucks, but my friend never told anyone and never left a note. I will never have closure. I have absolute 100% sympathy towards you. I hope your friend may even meet mine wherever they are. I’d like to think that it’s somewhere far away from the people who made your friend do what he did.
im so sorry to hear that. and thank you. my friend didnt tell anyone he just made a big staus on fb saying e was going away for a while while and he loved everyone. it still hurts and i havent changed. but i really do hope he is in a better place, far away from everything and that both our friends can find peace and happiness