shes gone insane!

My fucking mother!!!! How can someone be so mean to there own flesh and blood? My mother is sick and twisted in the head. She stopped taking her meds so shes even worse now. She wants to take everything away from me and i just don’t understand why. All i want is to live with Tressa and be happy but she just wont let that happen. Shes told me a million times she doesn’t care about me so why would she care if i lived with her?? And no its not cause i’m her daughter and she wants to have a relationship with me. All she can see is dollar signs. She is so fucking sick and twisted, there was a Halloween party at the bar the other night you know what her costume was?? my dad!! she dressed up like her dead ex husband for Halloween… that’s not all! There’s been a memory in my head all day. I was like 8 or 9 years old my mother was sitting in the kitchen all dressed up, i walked in and she was crying i asked her what was wrong. She turns around and shows me her bloody wrists and says “this is what you make me do”. that sick fucking ***** told me that i made her want to hurt herself… i was a little girl and she said that. I just don’t understand how someone can not love there child.