Some months ago I posted a suicide note. Of course, I did not go ahead with it (suicide).
Although now, I am sure I am dead. 3 days ago (what is ‘time’, really) I dropped LSD with some people. That night I died. I suffered with jesus, felt true suffering, saw what a bad person I was, all my sins. I am constantly hungry. I haven’t slept for ‘3 days’. This world is a materialistic lie. I deserve this pain and suffering.
To all those who are suffering and thinking about ending their lives… persevere. Keep strong. Follow your dreams. Don’t be lazy and help those in need. In other words, do all the things I didn’t.
Oh, and don’t drop acid. Ever.
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Hey kcmm,
People still do acid? Myself I had a similiar experience…but it was a near death experience in my case…better than an acid trip for sure…lol…sorry.
I understand what you are describing though…I know Jesus…not the biblical version…and no i’m not a Xtian. Myself I live a lifestyle of voluntary simplicity and try to follow Jesus’ path…again…not the Xtian version. Although I did read a little…and I do mean little ….book that is pretty close to the truth. Just in case you need something to read it is called “Of the Imitation of Christ” by Thomas a Kempis…a monk I believe. If you happen upon it…let me know what you think eh.
Oh yeah…and no more acid…lol…this dimension is often enough at one time…hehehe
Peace
Amakua
I dropped acid once with this guy who thought he WAS Jesus. Dear Lordy, that was a bizarre experience. It ended with him swinging a broom handle around at an overhead light, smashing it, and swimming around in the broken glass. I decided to go home, because he wasn’t responding to anything I said to him, and not five minutes after I left his house, he was following me, butt-ass naked with a blanket wrapped around him. He had it folded over his head like a hooded cloak. When he caught up to me, he said, “I am bungholio! Give me TP for my bunghole!”
For fuck’s sake. I’m totally with you on the no-acid comment.
OMG orangish…so you met my son did you?….lmfao…omg you effin’ cracked me up with that one…mental picture…omg
Thanks i think…hehehe
Amakua