I feel myself changing. I feel myself getting happier.. Getting so close to being the real me again. It feels great. I’m more positive than negative. The best part is being able to understand the few who fall so deep in these incredible black holes that we feel we can’t escape.. But it’s only because we refuse to open our eyes. I found out that there is so much I want to accomplish before I go. Hopefully someday though.. I won’t need medication to feel like I’m walking on water. I still have so much to go through before I get.. Better. Now, I’m hoping it will be a lot easier.. And I know I’ll still have those days where I feel as if there’s no way out.. But I’ll be strong enough to make it.
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Hello Darien,
Nice to hear something positive for a change. I am glad that you are feeling better…happier. But you are right…you can and will fall again…but hopefully never so far again eh? In the meantime…yup…it’s time to try to understand why? To learn some new less destructive coping skills.
So how did you manage to get your head above water again? I’m sure there are many here that could and perhaps would benefit from hearing more of your story.
Let your Light Shine
Peace
Amakua