13 is my lucky number. saturday i had to clean the dishes. i ended up breaking a glass cup. i have a piece of it still. technically im not hurting myself because it doesnt hurt. i dont cut that deep though. 13 cuts let me know that my suffering will soon be over. its my sign of hope that my life is coming to an end really soon. i dont have my own computer at home, so i just use the one at school. otherwise i’d post something every day. my email is shellyproffer59@gmail.com if anyone cares. i have an unexplainable hurt and hatrid in my heart. i can feel my life shatter before me.
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im gonna email you. i have the same hurt and hate in me its part of what can become from the mistreated. hopefuly you can read respond and write her more. im on this site everyday its great strees relife for me. love you.
i sent you an email but it gave me some trouble…. are you sure thats how you spell it? in case you didnt receive it heres what i wrote………..
hey how are you today? im glad you left an email adress for someone to contact you. i beleive everyone deserves a friend or even just someone to talk to and to have heard you. i like that you were honest about being in a place that interested you and that it was a place you would visit daily we all need somewhere to go. so your in school what grade or feild of studie? i droped out of high school when i knew i wouldnt graduate i still have no ged/diploma 6 years later. do you like to listen to music? what kind? i like metal and hard rock its a lifestyle enhancer it hakes me think about hating life others and myself. its the music i love besides good symphany or orchastra music. im 23 a loner and sometime maybe if we speak more and express more i’ll be more open but for now write back anything you want i’ll respond my best to anything absolutly anything. bye with all my love be safe be good have a nice day and sllep sweetly bye
hi, im 16 my name’s Eric it seems like we both are in an alike situation i would like to email you and maybe talk about?