Do you see how broken I am now? How lonely.., lost.., and terrified I am? Can you see the pain in my eyes now? The cracks and scratches? Tell me.. Do you understand now? Do you care now? Do you regret your hurtful words now? Do you regret your doubts now? I was scared and I just wanted you to be there I just wanted you to care and understand and you doubted me.. Humiliated me.. Mocked me.. the scars are here and they cant be erased. So thanks. For making this bigger than it really was.. And thanks for putting me through all this.. And thanks for making life unbearable.. And thanks.. For walking away.. Leaving me to suffer alone in the shadow of myself. Thanks.
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Hey Darien,
A lot has changed since November eh? Nice rant btw. 😀
Sorry you are hurting…but who are you talking to?
Amakua
Actually yeah.. It took a toll towards the worst? I’m hoping eventually it will get better because man this is getting exhausting. Anyways, its mainly towards my mom and aunt, and vice principle.