i am on a breakdown, i am possibly bipolar, which is probably true, i am in high school, i have next to nothing in friends, and i am literally breaking down. For the last 3 nights, well the first i broke down in front of my parents and cried and yelled at like one in the morning, and then for the last two nights i have had to stay up all night in order to keep myself from doing breaking down again. I just cannot handle life anymore, and this seem to be my break down and i feel as if my ife will go down from here and beyond that, i have pills within arms reach, in which i could just end it all, stop this insufferable pain, i just, don’t want to keep trying in a unwinnable fight.
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Well, how do you know whether you suffer bipolar disorder? If you suspect it, you should visit psychiatrist. Do not hesitate, it is not a shame to do that and do not care for what other might say about it (parents are often hesitant to do that) – your life and health is more important then someones thoughts and concerns. If it turns to be true – there is medical treatment that really can help.
So please, even if you feel very miserably now (from what you write I can feel deep pain), do not do something that is irreversible like killing yourself or hurting yourself badly – when they are other possibilities.
Yours, Hugo
hey, i’m emma and i am in high school too. i am feeling the exact same as you, no friends, my parents think im bi-polar, im depressed and just want to die, but im scared. im scared because i dont know whats coming. i used to be such a strong christian but i just dont know anymore. maybe we can talk sometime.
I can listen. I won’t tell you what to do, but I’ll be an open ear for you.
sometimes a song helps so you can relate to it, it’s by brand new and it’s called jesus christ, a beauiful song that will nail what you’re talking about, btw i feel the same way….email me back at theaviationband@yahoo.com