I woke up a little earlier than normal today considering how late I went to sleep last night, I didn’t feel angry or frustrated today but I definitely felt how normally do during school which is like I won’t be able to think or work on anything because I’ve got so much going through my mind like a storm of nerves. I feel that every person with depression(maybe not all) can relate to the shame and the loneliness it brings, for me I’ve been wanting to be understood more than anything. I’ve felt very small and impressionable because I hear things like you should do this___ or that____ then you’ll feel better or it’s because you did this that you’re depressed and it just makes me feel not good enough and makes me feel very small
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Keep communicating and you will be understood just fine.
Not by everyone, but eventually someone that matters.
Keep and open mind and take each bit advice with you.
You might need to give it to someone else someday.
It’s really painful to hear those words that say you caused your depression. It’s hard to admit to it that we’re part of the process of how it came to be. That’s something we’ll have to accept too, gradually. Because the other part that caused it was a greater force we just weren’t ready for. And there will always be people who can never understand that. But know this that there are also others who can. Maybe not deeply but who genuinely does. 🙂 Let’s look at the sun once in awhile to shed of the shadows that have crossed our hearts. Even if it’s only for a moment till the darkness swallows us again. Build your awareness and know yourself. 🙂
Makes you feel small?
I understand the feeling.
I’ve got depression too, and I get how tired one may get of that.
Send me a line. We can talk.
It’s brl.cents@gmail.com
Alright I’ll message you