New year equals a new beginning

I know that for a lot the new year doesn’t seem like it is going to be full of great things or maybe so far the year hasn’t been good. Just keep positive because I have been there and I know what it feels like to be completely alone and wanting everything to slow down and stop. Sometimes no matter what people said to me like ” don’t worry, this will pass” or ” ignore what others say” or the best..” this is just temporary” ended up pissing me off more because when it is you personally going through a rough time no one knows exactly what you are feeling or how it is affecting you. I remember about a year ago I was completely done, I thought there was no solution to the bullying and the isolation and the feeling that no one cared anymore, it is definitely one of the toughest feelings to go through. I never really thought about making it 2013, then something happened.. I just decided to not give a crap about anyone else but my own happiness and I fought back, not through violence but by standing up for myself by waking up everyday and telling myself that by living another day I proved everyone wrong by showing that I am worth it. I didn’t care if people thought I was a freak or a *****, I BECAME HAPPY FOR ME AND NO ONE ELSE. You are worth it and the best revenge is by becoming the best you can be. No matter what, I want you to know that you are amazing and perfect and I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU no matter who you are. If you ever need to be reassured that you are worth it and that you deserve to keep living then I will gladly tell you as many times as it takes. I will never leave you and even if it seems like you are alone, I am here for you.. Have an amazing year:)