Update

I’ve been trying so friggin hard but things only seem to be getting worse.. I wish things would just end already cuz I’m tired of all the crap in my life… I’d rather leave it all and be a selfish b*tching whore then stay and continued getting bullied and all this other crap that’s happening in my life…

What’s happening? Well.. My boyfriend(My ex now) kept getting jealous and I had to break up w/ him because he was bringing back really bad memories of my other ex and I just couldn’t deal with it and he has my razor and my ex was trying to get me to cheat on him but I wouldn’t do it because I didn’t want to be that person… AND my recent-ex.. he was calling me a lier which bought up memories of when I would tell the truth but only be called a lier and all this remembering has led me to remember all the drama I’ve been through with my friends and when I was being used and being called really really rude things and I’m just tired of remembering and tired of trying to forget and trying to not feel that pain anymore.. Now, I’m remembering how it felt to cry and I really want to but I can’t because, once again, a memory of my first love breaking up with me then crying for weeks upon years then running literally out of tears and right now my life is so confusing because my recent-ex wants to commit suicide because I broke up with hi but I just couldn’t stay with him because of him pissing me off… I know it’s really stupid of me but I’m so confused and helpless and hopeless and just want to end it all….

Wow.. Well.. I know how you feel.. Very much so.. What would you like to talk about first? I mean we could hate on them but that would make us feel worse sooo… Wanna talk about.. Hmmm…

Well.. I’m not trying to sound repetitive or anything but there’s always going to be someone there for you and eventually, you might find someone better than her. Trust me, she’s a b if she’s just ignoring you like that… What would be ironic, is if u were my ex who I’m ignoring because he keeps pissing me off but.. sorry got sidetracked.. anyways, I think she’s a bit of a brat if she’s ignoring you… I mean.. What did you do? Piss her off? Cheat? I don’t know the full story, but I can try to help.. If you want? You can maybe email me if you don’t want to talk about it on here where everyone can see.. But Idk maybe you would rather keep it to yourself.. I guarentee it’ll be better if you talk about it with someone who can relate ^-^