Trust.

He has an idea about what i’m going through, it seems. He says he’s depressed and that he self harms, but he does so many attention-seeking things (for example, talking about his weight). He has lied about some things, that although they aren’t important things, how can he expect me to trust him? He’s hurt because he has trusted me with some things, but really, he just throws around what he has done in the past as if it’s no big deal. I’m not like that, i’m so much more secretive about all of that kind of stuff.

I tell people that I don’t trust anyone. When in reality, I just want someone to show me they can be trusted.
I want them to show me that even though I claim I trust no one, they’ll actually carry on and try to show me I can have faith in them, regardless of what I have said.